i hate everything about...

You know how some days everything just seems to go wrong all day? You wake up late, it's raining, your clothes don't fit right, you hate your job, your kid is being crabby, your husband is being less than understanding, and you feel like you could just curl up under a rock and be okay with it... yeah, that's how I've been feeling for the last month or so. Every day seems worse than the last. I need a break from my life and how much I feel that I hate it. Because I do. Every day I hate everything about my life, every single thing. My job, my weight, my clothes, my house. It’s just a never-ending cycle of hate and ick lately and I can't seem to pull myself out of it.

But hopefully, tomorrow and the rest of the week, I will be pulled out of it as I take a break. A break from my house, my kid, my job, the weather, and everything that I hate lately. This break is very much needed and I hope it will be helpful enough to stop my downslide and give a restart to my life back home. So bring it on. Bring on the sun, warm temperatures, and smiling faces (mine mostly). I can't wait and I really need it.